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Three week ago I was preparing a much different post for all of you. It was a post about my MS returning…
Last I posted in December I was sick with a horrible bout of sinusitis. I had been warned it is not uncommon for old symptoms to return during illness post HSCT but this felt different.
My leg which was effected by damage caused by MS prior to treatment was stiff and became even more stiff over a span of two weeks, my right arm became weak, my vision in my right eye became doubled. After a second round of antibiotics my sinusitis was gone but these symptoms continued to worsen. Panic slowly set in that my MS had returned. It just didn’t add up, it felt similar to how I felt prior to HSCT but not exactly the same, I noticed they were worse in the morning but improved throughout the day (total opposite of MS), I had no fatigue, I had no tingling or numbness.
After a week of this with no sign of infection the realization that MS may be creeping its way back became a reality as my vision blurred more and my weakness became more dominate in my arm. I spoke with Dr Burt’s office who arranged for me to come out to be evaluated as soon as possible to figure out what was wrong, However the day after I spoke to them everything changed….
I went to visit my Ear Nose Throat specialist in hopes she could confirm or rule out a sinus infection for certain. After a CT scan of my sinuses, infection was ruled out. After her I visited the eye specialist that has treated me for optical neuritis for the past 4 years for his opinion on my vision. After an extensive exam and new visual field testing he assured me this was not optical neuritis and my vision had improved greatly since HSCT. He assured me this was not MS related but unsure of what could be causing the double vision. Frustrated, panicked and overwhelmed I felt the best hands for me to be in were in Chicago with Dr Burt and his team until that night I spoke with a friend who is a pharmacist about what was going on. I mentioned that I had been on synthroid in our conversation at which point she told me to contact my doctors immediately about rare serious side effects caused by synthroid….
After some blood work and stopping the medication synthroid was determined as the culprit for my current issues at the time.
I had been on synthroid for hypothyroidism since September, I had a few issues with the dosing, it had to be lowered frequently but once I reached a low dose it worked well for me (or so I thought). My reaction to the synthroid was masked by the sinusitis for almost 3 weeks, what I thought was sinusitis bringing back old things was actually a reaction to synthroid that was building up slowly but horribly.
After stopping synthroid 14 days ago I have completely stabilized with all of my similar to MS symptoms slowly disappearing. My vision improved almost immediately after stopping the medication and is now about 95% back to normal.
Scared is not the word to describe how I have felt the last few weeks…
Today I am happy to report I am seeing the true gains of my strength and endurance post HSCT (and post synthroid). Today I went grocery shopping, took my toddler to a music class, did homework with my kindergartener after picking her up from school, made dinner then did something that was just a dream a year ago.. Took my two amazing children to the playground to play….
My MS is still gone.
While going through this situation and now feeling better it really made me see how much my quality of life has improved. As I have said before my biggest and only regret is not having HSCT done sooner.
I have a long way to go strengthening my leg that MS destroyed. Although big issues, my leg and a bit of balance issues are the only daily reminders that I ever even had MS. I am confident that this was a speed bump in my journey of the beginning of my new life… Life after MS
Post originally appeared on Heathers HSCT Journey page on Facebook, republished here with permission.